Life Goals

Jenn Sterger aka Hot FSU Chick is going to be in both Maxim and Playboy. I've already set aside my ten dollars. However, I must admit that I'm a little jealous of her. The whole "enjoying success while doing something you love" aspect, not the "show off what your parents paid McNamara/Troy to do" thing.

Which leads me to wonder, when am I going to get to that point in my life? What if everything I want for myself never happens? What if I'm lulled into complacency by this job? What if I never live in New York? What if I never get paid to do what I love doing? I've never been more scared in my life.